Big day. Big gratitude.

​We hardly have the words for today, only deep gratitude and overwhelming relief.

Early this morning, we rose before dawn for the biggest day yet in EvanMarie’s treatment: major surgery to remove her primary tumor, which had been wrapped around vital organs and arteries in her chest and abdomen. We were told to expect an all-day surgery, possibly lasting into the night, because of its size and complexity. Instead (won’t he do it?) the surgery lasted only about three hours! 

Not surprisingly, her surgeon came to us immediately and shared some incredible news: the chemotherapy had again worked far better than anticipated. The tumor had shrunk significantly, and as it was removed, he said it appeared non-viable, essentially dead. 

We are filled with awe. 

We believe in miracles. Doctors bring extraordinary skill and dedication, but God is greater still. We truly believe your prayers and fasting have reached heaven, and that the mercy of God is at work in our daughter’s healing.

In moments like this, we are learning again what it means to stay present to the present moment, not racing ahead to what comes next, but trusting that God is with us here, now. Right now, today He has met us with mercy. Right now, He has carried EvanMarie through something enormous. Right now, we give thanks.

Now we enter the recovery phase, which will be very challenging. EvanMarie won’t be able to eat or drink for a time, and the incision pain will be significant. She’ll remain on pain medication and in the hospital for the next week and no doubt be hooked up to all kinds of machines. She’ll be back on January 21st for her fifth cycle of Chemotherapy and then her care team will reassess the situation before moving into the radiation phase. Please, please continue to pray for her comfort, peace, and strength in the days ahead. These will be some of the hardest days yet.

We also want to say thank you on behalf of our entire family, especially EvanMarie’s eight siblings, who have carried this journey in their own brave and tender ways. Your prayers, messages, meals, and quiet acts of love have sustained them too. As we move into this next phase, they will continue to need your support and prayers alongside their little sister.

This evening, above all else, we praise God for His goodness and give thanks for this extraordinary gift of hope. EvanMarie has crossed another milestone on her journey to healing. 

To God be the Glory! Thank you baby Jesus!

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